ready or not

ready or not i have to post to keep up this schedule i have decided to keep.
i was looking thru blogs one day and came across one written by a woman that touched me and spoke to me in such a way that i thought that i wanted to say those things without being afraid of everyone finding it and judging me. she was talking about sex and how much she enjoyed it. the beginning, the middle, the end. she said that when it was over she wanted it to start all over again. i feel this way as well. she talked about not getting enough romance, asked if a man can be too clingy, she wanted to "drown" in the passion. to be cherished and loved. i feel this way. my relationships have always seemed to be with the cold and distant man who wants his needs met and then is done. they seem to only want to touch me when they are in the mood for 10 minutes of enjoyment. there are no caresses, just grabby brutish handling. don't get me wrong that is nice from time to time, but just from time to time. i don't expect long lovemaking sessions everytime. it starts well before the bedroom, a gentle carress of the arm or cheek, a nuzzle on the neck or shoulders would be nice. maybe it is just gay men who are like this. i need to find a gal pal to talk to, male friends don't want to hear these types of things.